Wednesday, October 8, 2008

God is Faithful

That statement is so true! God truly is Faithful! New mercies every day is what He promises and He definitely delivers.

I was with my mom this past week when she went for her 1st set of tests since having cancer. It was such a scary time. Fear of the unknown is never easy. My pastor always says that FEAR is: False Evidence Appearing Real. Pretty cool, huh? Well he is so right. I prayed with mom just before she went in for her procedure. I felt such a peace when we were done. I kissed and left her until she returned to recovery. All is well! In fact, it is so well, her surgeon who did the procedure told me that she could not even see where she had performed the original surgery. Things have healed so well and there is no sign of cancer or anything else abnormal! GOD IS AWESOME! And to continue the blessings, mom had a job interview earlier this week and has been called back for a 2nd interview! This company had over 600 applicants for the same position, so I think she's come quite a ways in the process. Being that she is fully retired, her going back to work is to keep busy as well as be able to have additional $$ what with everything going on right now. Can't say I blame her. I will just miss having the flexibility of seeing her whenever. That has been so wonderful for me and the girls. :-)

Off to bed for now. Will try to get back to figuring this whole blog thing out soon. Thanks B.C. for your help. I still can't figure out how you download such neat pictures of places and things. You'll have to teach me more, huh?

Be Blessed.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Yesterday we took a family, homeschool, field trip to Lowry Park Zoo. For language arts we are reading and studying "My Side if the Mountain". Hence the trip to the zoo. Our zoo passes have been inactive for years. Since we are Mosi members and September is reciprocal month, we ventured out.

The new exhibit areas are fantastic! The area for the elephants, zebras, giraffe, etc., are very realistic. The elephants seem quite comfortable and roam freely. One mommy and baby were drinking at the lake. They were so cute. The elephants at BG seem so, well.... different. This was quite nice. Our oldest daughter loves the Tamarin Monkeys. In fact, we still have the first, stuffed one that my mom got for her when she was 7 months old! It has cataracts, ect. from the dryer, but it is stored away for when she is older. Memories, you know.... The girls were quite impressed with the length and width of a python. Then we discovered that it was eating lunch; a brown bunny! I think we made him nervous because when he looked in our direction, he began to spit the bunny back up! Poor girls.... my hubby said that snakes like to eat in peace. ummm.... ok.... The girls made a pact not to tell one of their dear friends from church what they had seen as she adores bunnies with her very being.

What a nice time we had. I think we forget sometimes, as the girls get older, that we can still take field trips like this one and log it as school work and have FUN at the same time! Home school doesn't have to be all bookwork and pencils just because they are growing up. It was a good lesson from Mom and Dad.

Be Blessed...

Monday, September 15, 2008

Trying to Keep Organized

Things have been so busy these past few weeks. So much on the plate! I have recently been selected to head up an awesome group of ladies who minister, so selflessly to young girls/women. I feel like this is such an incredible responsibility! Scripture tells us to mentor the younger so that they will not falter as they grow. My desire is to walk beside, encourage and support these mentors who are doing such a great job of mentoring the young girls/women in our church! I want them to know that someone is praying for THEM each and every day and that what they do is not in vain.

Our world is so full of rmgs = really mean girls. Even in church life it exists. I walked into 2 great girls just yesterday at church who were in the throws of this rmg thing. You know, I don't even think that the 2 young ladies even realized what they were saying or how it impacted the other little girl that they were talking about. You see this other little girl heard them and knew it was she that they were making fun of and trying to avoid. It breaks my heart. She looks at these 2 other girls as "friends" and spends each week with them. It's so hard to see these things happen. I am sure that if we all looked back at our own childhoods, we could see events that changed how we looked at ourselves and others. How much more magnified is it today? That is why I am so excited about being able to walk along side of these wonderful sponsors and helpers each week; to encourage them to continue in the fight for our girl's hearts, minds and souls. They are the next generation of warriors for His Kingdom!

Mondays are a busy, busy day in our home this school year. The girls have piano, followed by chemistry at MOSI, followed by 2.5 hours of pointe and jazz. We are out of the house from noontime until 830! I hope NOT to do this again next school year. Both are so enjoying the arts though and that's so awesome to me being that my heart(and degree) is in the arts. They are having a great time in chemistry too. They have met some nice boys and girls(12 in their class), and are learning so much. It was $$ saved up that was well spent. :-)

Off to finish up some odds and ends for an upcoming sleepover this week-end!
Be Blessed!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Great Sunday Service!

This morning's service was quite inspiring. Evangelist Roosevelt Hunter was with us for the day. When he stepped into the pulpit, he seemed a bit quiet. He was very gracious and complimentary of our church. And then he began to preach! Pastor Hunter talked about how easy it is for our focus to get scewed when we are doing the work of the Lord. The discussion went back to the 10 spies Moses sent into the Promised Land. All 10 came back with rave reviews of Canaan. All 10 of them went on and on about the food, the land itself, etc. Then all of the sudden 8 of the spies began to put fear into the hearts of the people by telling them about the people of Canaan. Roosevelt pulled out a pair of reading glasses and likened using them to enlarge our view to the negative view that the enemy can bring from time to time. hmmmm..... pretty cool, huh?

It got me to thinking about how I view circumstances in my life as well as how I fret and worry over circumstances in other people's lives. Lately I seem to forget that nothing takes my God by surprise. Not that He causes these things to happen mind you, and I DO know that. But I DO believe that what the enemy means for evil, God WILL work out for our good and for HIS glory!

Words from a song come to mind right now:

He's been faithful, faithful to me.
Looking back... His tender mercies I see...
Though in my heart I had questioned...
Even failed to believe...
Still He's been faithful, faithful to me....

So.... my goal for this week is to rely more on God's Word and less on my thoughts... to continue to fervently pray for those that I KNOW are going through tough times right now, and to put my faith and trust in Him, knowing that His hand will continue to be in EACH and EVEY situation. Won't you agree?

Be Blessed!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Such a Heavy Heart

My heart is so heavy right now. Tears have been a mainstay since late last week. One of my close friends has been told that she has 8 tumors in her brain. She is such a dynamic woman with a dynamic testimony. You see, this lady has just completed her final radiation treatment for breast cancer. 10 months ago, she was diagnosed with stage 2, breast cancer. She faced it valiantly, to say the least. Her mother was going through stage 4 ovarian cancer at the same time, and my friend was her mother's primary caregiver as well. Her mother is in remission, PTL! This woman also home schools 4 of her 6 children, and is an icu nurse, working full time hours. If that isn't incredible, I don't know what is!!

After going through genetic testing, she discovered that she was a prime candidate for a recurrence of breast cancer as well as ovarian. So, my friend had her other breast removed and ovaries as well. All of this to be proactive, to prevent the chances of anything else occurring. And yet..... She had been having headaches for the past month and doctors thought it was due to radiation, etc. Sent for a ct scan last week, this wonerful lady has been told the breast cancer has metastasized to her brain. Hence 8 tumors.....

Being a nurse, while working, my friend did some investigating only to find the life expectancy is 3-4 months and that's with 2-3 tumors. She could lose her memory tomorrow, next week, no one knows. The doctors want to do a specific form of radiation to shrink 2 of the major tumors. Problem: treatment will cause loss of memory and loss of cognitivity. If this occurs, she will be unable to work. If she doesn't work, there is no insurance to pay for treatment.

I keep trying to focus on the words: BUT GOD..... Pastor says those words all of the time and I truly believe them! It's not easy right now for me to say them and yet that is what I am clinging to for my friend and her family. I am praying that God will direct their steps and that a complete MIRACLE will occur that will set the medical community on their behinds! :-) 2 other very dear and close friend are going through complete nightmares within their families as well.

Sometimes I sit and think of how difficult things are for my own family right now and then God brings to memory my close friends and their lives. It's then that I realize that my mother is still alive, in remission, and with our family, that my own diseases are under control, that my hubby has an incredible job that allows him to pray with folk for their salvation as they prepare to enter into eternity, that my 2, beautiful daughters are healthy and happy. I could go on and on and on.
None of what is happening is taking God by surprise. I am not saying that He has caused it to happen by any means. But I do know that He is in control. We need to hold God to what His Word says. I think He likes it when we do that. It shows Him that we do believe in His Word and His infinite grace and mercy. So tonight as I lay my head down for one more night's rest, I will hold to His Word that provides grace, mercy and peace for EVERY situation.
Be Blessed,